stefe's space (:

okays so i'm still typing here . i AM moving and PROBABLY not going to use this , i like the other place so much better . so , yes , ask me and i'll tell you .

 

 

 

 

almost 20 years old ... and i still don't know how to close doors . my poor finger . right index finger , no less .

 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE !

ahhs ! 1 more week of vacation left !

 

SOOO many things i haven't done . *sigh*

 

please , if you want to ask me out , do it by this week , because after that , i'll only entertain certain people !

 

hmms ... maybe i'll just type the things i want to do here , since this place is so ... empty .

 

- manicure / pedicure

- haircut ?

- deathnote ! i'm at book12 already !

- twilight ?

- pack pack pack ! only my table's messy (:

- transfer songs into ipod ( and charge it , darn , it keeps running low even though i don't listen to it )

- organiser ?

- ahhs ! things on my laptop !

- sleep early , or at least wake up early ! my body clock's so darn screwed up .

 

errs ... okays so i didn't expect there to be so many things i want to do ... ohhs , and there's one more ... MOVE . yes i'm going to move to another site , and i'm not telling you where , so ASK ! i'll say if i move . IF . and when . okays i'm talking rubbish .

 

help !

breathe , stefe , breathe ...

 

you'll be amazed at the things i DON'T say .

 

 

 

must remember to breathe ... breathe ...

 

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sometimes i wish i can just blow my top at some people . but i can't . not that they don't deserve it , but , they don't know . and they probably will never know .

 

friends ? maybe , maybe not . what IS a friend anyway ? a person who drifts in and out of your life ? a person who gets on your nerves ... a lot of the time ?

 

 

 

need to control ... some people deserve some things and some people don't . i know i've been mean to people , and some of them really don't deserve it . especially when all they do is try to help . at least i haven't been screwing up these last couple of days .

 

maybe this vacation isn't that bad afterall .

 

breathe , stefe , breathe ... need to think before i act ... before i say ...

 

 

 

don't you wish there's an EDIT button for everything ?